terrifying void

why have you rendered me desolate?

i am swimming with searing arms and yet my lungs shrivel with the water's choking flow into them.
i am running barefoot on glass and bottle caps and oyster shells. running to my doom.
i took flight from an ignited sycamore, but my bones are splintered like decayed wood.

i scream in agony and terror.

WHY?!
WHY HAVE YOU GONE FROM ME?!
YOU PROMISED! YOU PROMISED NEVER TO LEAVE ME NOR FORSAKE ME!

But the Heavens remain reticent. So I paint myself black. Who am I kidding?