blue

you grew up just a little too fast.
you were without choice or say. you were forced.
and i hate him for that.
i hate him for leaving you. confused. and aching.
i hate him for his hugs. hugs that were suffocating and bruised you purple.
i hate him for enforcing your silence and cooperation. for so long.
for so long, the world was lacking of your gorgeous heart and intelligent mind. your little girl eyes.
so now you sit at the foot of playground slides, afraid of the terrifying rush they promise. and you stare into the pool infinite blue and wonder why its a grown woman...not a small child that stares back.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7qGNmJr7s2Q