Paradox of Bothersome

Math is my study of affliction.
Numbers muddle interchangeably simply to inflict confusion upon my brain.
My, how I am taken aback that on this day I should persist after them!

I pray I am not becoming a skeptic, but I must say throughout the day I have been in pursuit of number meanings. Repetitious ages and times, furthermore, anything deemed important.

One represents unity, primacy, the first, the best, the only, it has no divisors, no factors, no components, it is universal, whole and complete.
Two is unity plus another. It tells of companionship and choices, good or bad. Furthermore, it boast of always dragging along a choice to be made. A crossroad.
Three is the divine number. God's attributes are three, omniscience, omnipresence and omnipotence. He is one in three persons, the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.
Four is the number of imperfection. Of mortality. Four limbs of man. Four seasons. Four corners of the earth. Four is the number of natural creation...plus one.

I suppose the purpose for a document such as this is to account for the paradoxical.
To take note of the good in relentlessness confusion and stress.
How a character so common as the number could have such infinite connotation and truth.
Perhaps like math class.
Perhaps even like school itself, I presume.